I'm stressing n busted got my patch on still seems I'm getting little cravings n shit plus shits triggering me tje ppl tjst own the house live like under it kind of things it'd one of those houses popular up here n thay have down stairs but I came out this morning ing n some one spilled wjat I thought to be water but it turned out to be soemthign sticky idk wjat it was soen one dropped soenthign n it waeent any one tjst loves up here like I get it the to other ppl tjst live up here both work so I get them cutting corners n shit like tjst fair enough n I dot mind coe Verona tjst slack n I'm also not the cleanest person consstnyl but liek why should I be the only person doing everythignnrigjt just for my work load to get more because others are lazy I wana go live in a tent soenwhere but thst has its own problems like getting robbed I wanna move some wjere wjwre I csn have a pet but to afford tjst I'd need a job n I dotn wan aleave an a amal alone all day by self with no one to see or interact with n shit thsts slack I reckon still tho it'd be nice to start going down tjst rabbit whole if love to have a dot like a Caine courso or ehatever it'd called but like I'd wnat dog tjsts a teddy bear as well as being able to fuck shot uo of needed I reckon a blue heeler would be cool or like a golden lab or a staffy I'd adopt a dog one dsy tho fuck now I feel sad as thinking about all those owrabimals I wonder of going to animal shelters n hanging out with tje dogs is a thing